Enough

I wonder to myself and in my prayers. Am I enough? I read so much, hear so much about the pain around me, about the strengths and heartache around me and also the ever wondrous presence of God's Love. I listen in awe to the stories of others triumphs and stressors, of good times and bad. And I wonder am I enough? And I know I'm not. And I'm grateful that I have time and opportunity to continue to grow and develop and that one day I may just be enough. Kind enough, loving enough and compassionate enough that I can make a change, an impact. I've made a start. Out of my comfort zone, working hard to become a nurse I may fulfill my goal and ultimately fill God's purpose for me. I've never done things conventionally, I'm slow to learn sometimes, slow to embrace new possibilities. Maybe, just maybe one day I'll be enough. Enough to make a difference, enough to show my gratitude. There's work to do in my heart. There's fears to conquer and doubts to quell. One day with God's Grace I will be enough.

God is able to accomplish, provide, help, save, keep, subdue… He is able to do what you can’t. He already has a plan. God’s not bewildered. Go to Him. – Max Lucado